Hey dad, you would have been 66 today, I know crazy right!!! I thought I'd be good with it this year but i guess i ain't. Why does it gotta be me without a father, like i've missed out on so much father son stuff. My first beer with pops, the talks bout life, talks bout girls. How to be a man, why couldn't he be alive to see what i have become. Heck we all don did some big things till now. We good pops but we miss you, i wish i could have you here with me. Like some uncles and your friends stepped up but it ain't the same, I want my dad. I'll get over this but i gotta vent, why me? It's never been this bad before but just the fact that it's your birthday and like we ain't got you here sucks, like big time. I miss you dad, i really do. God really been good to us pops, so you need not worry bout a thing. I miss you is all. I pray I will be a better father to my kids than you were to me. If i can achieve that i know my kids will be much better than I am and just saying you did a great job because i turned out pretty decent.
