Letter To My Dad

It's been along time comin, but I gotta do it. I never use this place 4 me but I gotta now( sorry y'all). I've never said this out loud, it's funny how it happens. U never xpct to lose sme1, it's lyk it only happens in movies n then it happens to you. Smtms I look at the door xpctn him to walk right in but he ain't. I've never been jealous, Ive never counted sme1 else's blessings instead of mine but it suxs when seeing, hearing or missing ur dad(mums stepped up wonderfully though). I dnt hate ppl 4 havin dads but I'm lyk y me, I din't do nthn. But it's blessed though, so many things wunt have happnd to me if he wasn't gne(nt saying I wunt mind having him bak or he going is a good thing) but its gotten to the level where im not sure I can trade all that happnd 4 him bak. I do miss havin a dad, d void is there ppl may come close but can't fil it. The cool thing is the err thing happens 4 a reason I get right, cus I'm feelin it ryte now. I'm not scared of many things, after this happend nthn really fazes me I fear lil but I've bcmn scared of the lil things. Lik what nxt, what 2mrw holds n nything to do with my mum. But imma b good, the typ of ppl I've got behind me make me wanna move(I've got sme cool ppl I kick it with). I guess the point of this is to say dad we doing good, we holding down the fort awesomely so be easy I guess n we gonna keep doing what we doing only the way we can. O yeah shout out to Lk(u dnt hav to speak to me again, but I cnt tell u d reason) u to g n to the coolest professor ever.

Xpresion

The great thing bout people is we interpret stuff differently, we never get stuff the same way. Every1 has smthn to teach, anything can b a symbol. It depends on how we perceive it, what we attach to it that makes it important to us. People live grow and change due to their perception of things. It I'd hard to change someones mind, your mind is yours and can't be taken from you. Some people may act like others want them to but they still know what they want and what they don't. Most people in the world are not alive because they live their lives by the guideline of others. A real nice quote is the one that says don't ask what the world needs to come alive, but what you need to come alive. The world needs its people to come alive. Too many people waste their lives chasing perfection, people need to remember that we are human. Life is bout making choices we feel are the best and sticking with it. I read somewhere you wouldn't remember old friends if they did not have their flaws. Ur flaws make u unique n special, more people should go out their and do them an not live 4 some1 else. At the end of it all most people will be happy if they just go out their and live. Cuz in the pursuit of happiness what cooler gift can u get than happiness itself. It's sad that people die trying to feel alive. People need to go out there and live, u owe it to yourselves .