The Dark Knight Rises

Sick of hearing voices in your head? So I got the 1 voice, voices in your head does not mean you r going mad (wait, it kinda does 4 some people) it just means ur conflicted. You are not sure what to do, you feel like each choice or action could benefit you in a different way. They also might have some consequences you may not want to deal with. Merging all those voices into one is kinda easy (or I am a super being, that will b awesome) enough foolishness I'm gonna be serious now. To merge the voices you have to know who you are, the type of person you want to be and also the type of choices you as an individual can live with. When all the voices stop and become one, you evolve from a nube to a novice who can spit fire (I lied, It's fun adding a little foolishness)  but for reals when you do this its awesome. You are in control, you have directed ur life to the path u wanna take. It wunt be an easy ride but, it's a start and as we all know (4 those who did not, you do now) one of the hardest things to do is starting. An essay, cleaning your room, the question where to start from is one of the hardest too overcome. Once u start the rest will flow, stay sharp n positive out there.
Ps always be yourself, unless you can b ironman. If you can b ironman, n I'm making it official no 1 can b batman. "I'm batman" should be banned, y'all saw dark knight rises. It was awesome I knw, but it lacked nthn. In all superhero movies u knw that at the end of the day, the hero will come through. I have seen dkr 10 times n i get scared each time. At a point I thought batman was not gonna make it, I thought he will die n robin will take over. I never expected him to make it, I was like let batman be he has suffered enough. Best movie ever, skyfall is shit. I hate the James bond franchise but now I hate it almost as much as I hate Tom cruise(I hate that dude, dunno y) it lacks a proper story, it's not exciting n too many holes in the plot. The Nolan dude(the dude that did the last three batman movies) is directing superman(mayb this might b the 1st 1 I like) ooo n everybody going in the dkr way. Peep the trailer 4 ironman 3 he loses err thing n what not, it's cool ironman is cool n we should b him of we can.(the rambling at the end, I'm not sorry 4. My blog, I do what I want). Imma drop sme knowledge a little more frequently now . Oooo I'm writing a book, ul see it if Alex chirilla (best writing instructor n teacher/ artist/ just d coolest dude/teacher ever) gives it the thumbs up. Till the next post, try n learn who you are. U could record it or make mental notes, of what things you like doing, how you deal with situations, people you surround yourself with. Ul get a better idea of the choices n actions that fit u, n eventually u will subconsciously pick them.

U should have respected my authorota!!!!!!!!!!!

There are a lot of things in life that r hard, heck there a lot of things that we wanna do but find out they r not so easy. Life has so many challenges for us as it goes on, things will happen to mold us and then shape us. What shape we take is dependent on how well we were molded, it may seem that i am rambling right now but its me trying to express a message im not sure of(so u can suck it, till i've found a way to express myself). I realized something a while back, i really wanna help people. Im always listnn, observing, watching stuff around me. I wanna help anonymously because that makes me happy, i dnt need medals and stuff (I think im trying to fill up some void in me that i have not understood yet. Till i understand how to fill it il keep helping cus it makes me happy n for a moment think everything is perfect). Right now i think i have hit a wall in my life and im back here(this is my safe haven, cus hopefully out of all the shit i post here i hope it helps someone out there). I am trying to fall back and plan, cus yeah i dnt like where i am at right now. I am tired of being paused im ready to hit play, and the great thing bout it is its easy to hit play. Simple steps, admitting u need to fall back and plan. A goal without a plan is a wish, i heard that in a great documentary(Espns' 30 for 30 series broke[one of the best documentaries ever]). Wow i feel better already (did any of y'all catch last weeks episode of south park, with the bane masks n d delivery dude. It was AWESOME, oh n this new series arrow. Yo check that out) I guess what im trying to say is regardless of what u may be going through, fall back and analyze the simple things n ul b alright. i guarantee it. O n 4 them days u in a runt check out the positivity blog, been a member for a bit n i must say its really cool. D dude who writes it is in Europe smewhere, nt the english speaking part. He goes to work n all but he still puts sme really decent stuff down and sends it like weekly. Have fun with what ur doing out there, b easy n stay chilled. Life is worth it, there is nothing u cannot overcome. Stay frosty out there and remember RESPECT MY AUTHOROTA (bane voice). Oooo n does ny 1 knw how i can submit a couple stories to the south park dudes, im out

Ramblings of a mad man

So they tell us to search 4 blue skys and all we find our dark clouds with riddles. The sheltered will never knw a flavor those who fight for knw, but the sheltered will live long. They say its better to try n tell d person u love n b turned down than never 2 knw. But smtmes the thoughts of what could have happened keep us going. Dnt judge a book by its cover, but what if the cover is unattractive dnt they tell us not to talk to dangerous looking people. What if the book looks lyk that so it can be left alone, they tell u to dream big and wake up to harsh realities everyday dsnt that make us depressed. If the journey is more important than the start or the end y do u prepare so much 4 d start. U can't go bak and start a new but u can change the end. But its a big boost to have a great start, in d pursuit of hapiness should a man b persecuted for doing anything to save his kid. What's worse a goodman siting their watching his master die or a badman saying their is no use in trying. Mst ppl will not recognise their real self if they walked past them on d street. Dark visions of bright lights leading to perplexions of what is the right Lyf. If we live not to impress others or to please others y iz their law(cuz I am him) or socially correct behavior. Nywho if ur lost n sme1 knws where he is at but aint doing shit with it aint thst the same thing . I'm in a dark place right now(seriously they cut of my electricity) but the perplexed state is peaceful.

Letter To My Dad

It's been along time comin, but I gotta do it. I never use this place 4 me but I gotta now( sorry y'all). I've never said this out loud, it's funny how it happens. U never xpct to lose sme1, it's lyk it only happens in movies n then it happens to you. Smtms I look at the door xpctn him to walk right in but he ain't. I've never been jealous, Ive never counted sme1 else's blessings instead of mine but it suxs when seeing, hearing or missing ur dad(mums stepped up wonderfully though). I dnt hate ppl 4 havin dads but I'm lyk y me, I din't do nthn. But it's blessed though, so many things wunt have happnd to me if he wasn't gne(nt saying I wunt mind having him bak or he going is a good thing) but its gotten to the level where im not sure I can trade all that happnd 4 him bak. I do miss havin a dad, d void is there ppl may come close but can't fil it. The cool thing is the err thing happens 4 a reason I get right, cus I'm feelin it ryte now. I'm not scared of many things, after this happend nthn really fazes me I fear lil but I've bcmn scared of the lil things. Lik what nxt, what 2mrw holds n nything to do with my mum. But imma b good, the typ of ppl I've got behind me make me wanna move(I've got sme cool ppl I kick it with). I guess the point of this is to say dad we doing good, we holding down the fort awesomely so be easy I guess n we gonna keep doing what we doing only the way we can. O yeah shout out to Lk(u dnt hav to speak to me again, but I cnt tell u d reason) u to g n to the coolest professor ever.

Xpresion

The great thing bout people is we interpret stuff differently, we never get stuff the same way. Every1 has smthn to teach, anything can b a symbol. It depends on how we perceive it, what we attach to it that makes it important to us. People live grow and change due to their perception of things. It I'd hard to change someones mind, your mind is yours and can't be taken from you. Some people may act like others want them to but they still know what they want and what they don't. Most people in the world are not alive because they live their lives by the guideline of others. A real nice quote is the one that says don't ask what the world needs to come alive, but what you need to come alive. The world needs its people to come alive. Too many people waste their lives chasing perfection, people need to remember that we are human. Life is bout making choices we feel are the best and sticking with it. I read somewhere you wouldn't remember old friends if they did not have their flaws. Ur flaws make u unique n special, more people should go out their and do them an not live 4 some1 else. At the end of it all most people will be happy if they just go out their and live. Cuz in the pursuit of happiness what cooler gift can u get than happiness itself. It's sad that people die trying to feel alive. People need to go out there and live, u owe it to yourselves .