The closer it gets the more anxious I would feel. Things I can do easy I get anxious (a little nervous sometimes a lot) right before I go out and do them. I kill it but the nervousness is human nature. The closer it gets I can’t imagine how I’m like yooo so I’m gonna die on Friday. Not just a death but a painful death. I will be flogged, stabbed, thorns on my head, like dude just that alone could make me bail. Even if I agreed to it I wouldn’t be the most pleasant person ever. I can only hope to be even half the man Jesus was. Do you think He was able to eat right or sleep even because we know how He sweats blood at the end of the story. Like a part of the story that I’ve missed out on up until today was He healed people after He chased the traders from the church. Like He flipped tables and sent people out and immediately when back to healing and caring for people. I don’t have that kind of switch, I’d need a few minutes or a couple hours to get my beating right. Heck might need to watch an episode of only fools and horses. Religious anger is ok, to be angry at the sin and condemn it and still care for the sinner. This is really hard to do, like I know how hard this is because it happens often and is still gonna happen till we die.
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