Letter To My Dad

It's been along time comin, but I gotta do it. I never use this place 4 me but I gotta now( sorry y'all). I've never said this out loud, it's funny how it happens. U never xpct to lose sme1, it's lyk it only happens in movies n then it happens to you. Smtms I look at the door xpctn him to walk right in but he ain't. I've never been jealous, Ive never counted sme1 else's blessings instead of mine but it suxs when seeing, hearing or missing ur dad(mums stepped up wonderfully though). I dnt hate ppl 4 havin dads but I'm lyk y me, I din't do nthn. But it's blessed though, so many things wunt have happnd to me if he wasn't gne(nt saying I wunt mind having him bak or he going is a good thing) but its gotten to the level where im not sure I can trade all that happnd 4 him bak. I do miss havin a dad, d void is there ppl may come close but can't fil it. The cool thing is the err thing happens 4 a reason I get right, cus I'm feelin it ryte now. I'm not scared of many things, after this happend nthn really fazes me I fear lil but I've bcmn scared of the lil things. Lik what nxt, what 2mrw holds n nything to do with my mum. But imma b good, the typ of ppl I've got behind me make me wanna move(I've got sme cool ppl I kick it with). I guess the point of this is to say dad we doing good, we holding down the fort awesomely so be easy I guess n we gonna keep doing what we doing only the way we can. O yeah shout out to Lk(u dnt hav to speak to me again, but I cnt tell u d reason) u to g n to the coolest professor ever.