10/15/2012
U should have respected my authorota!!!!!!!!!!!
There are a lot of things in life that r hard, heck there a lot of things that we wanna do but find out they r not so easy. Life has so many challenges for us as it goes on, things will happen to mold us and then shape us. What shape we take is dependent on how well we were molded, it may seem that i am rambling right now but its me trying to express a message im not sure of(so u can suck it, till i've found a way to express myself). I realized something a while back, i really wanna help people. Im always listnn, observing, watching stuff around me. I wanna help anonymously because that makes me happy, i dnt need medals and stuff (I think im trying to fill up some void in me that i have not understood yet. Till i understand how to fill it il keep helping cus it makes me happy n for a moment think everything is perfect). Right now i think i have hit a wall in my life and im back here(this is my safe haven, cus hopefully out of all the shit i post here i hope it helps someone out there). I am trying to fall back and plan, cus yeah i dnt like where i am at right now. I am tired of being paused im ready to hit play, and the great thing bout it is its easy to hit play. Simple steps, admitting u need to fall back and plan. A goal without a plan is a wish, i heard that in a great documentary(Espns' 30 for 30 series broke[one of the best documentaries ever]). Wow i feel better already (did any of y'all catch last weeks episode of south park, with the bane masks n d delivery dude. It was AWESOME, oh n this new series arrow. Yo check that out) I guess what im trying to say is regardless of what u may be going through, fall back and analyze the simple things n ul b alright. i guarantee it. O n 4 them days u in a runt check out the positivity blog, been a member for a bit n i must say its really cool. D dude who writes it is in Europe smewhere, nt the english speaking part. He goes to work n all but he still puts sme really decent stuff down and sends it like weekly. Have fun with what ur doing out there, b easy n stay chilled. Life is worth it, there is nothing u cannot overcome. Stay frosty out there and remember RESPECT MY AUTHOROTA (bane voice). Oooo n does ny 1 knw how i can submit a couple stories to the south park dudes, im out